My shadows the only one that walks beside me

Hihi,
My gosh, it seems everyone else enjoyed this boat ride around some water out in the middle of nowhere, except for me. It wasnt like excruciating pain or anything, it was just a little dull: oo look, theres some water, and omg, look over there, theres MORE water!! The only highlight was that I got to drive the boat!! All wasnt bad; the walk through the mangrove/swampy/sewage-looking place was GREAT!! -.- Well it could have been worse. Well, the bus trip was better suited; reading about some kids killing some pig and sitting/lying in weird positions is great. Whoa, I nearly fell off my seat coz I can still feel the boat under me. *sways forwards and backwards*

Hmm, someone said she read some of my last posts and that they made her feel nostalgic and depressed. Cool. I really hope that you people DO read what I have to say, irrelevant as it may be. Man, im so out of it today. Ive been walking and talking like a zombie and I dno whats wrong. I hate it. Perhaps its my low from my high I was on the other day. Whatever goes up must come down. BUT IT WAS ONLY SUGAR!! Ahh well, ill get over it. Why is the room spinning?

Well I was planning to say something interesting, the only problem with that is that I dont have anything interesting to say. Ahh crap, just remembered I dont have any batteries. Oh well, ill just be musicless for a day. God knows, maybe itll be for the better to not listen to people wanting to commit suicide. Anywho, the idea of Christmas is stupid. Didnt Coke make it up or something? Hah, trust. Christmas is possibly the biggest waste of money in the world: oo, lets give presents to each other coz some dude was born. ^.- and what the hell do Christmas trees with decorations have to do with it? For the religio guy, what does santa have anything to do with anything? And what the hell does seasons greetings mean? And why the hell do candy canes come into the same scene as virgins and red nosed reindeers? Ok, heres my view of what Christmas is: some lady pops out some baby without having sex (Damn, thats gotta suck; no sex AND a baby. ^.-) so some old guys follow a star (or possibly a planet) and gives presents to some guy they dont know and immediately worship. Then some fat person in red said ho ho ho and got a little jolly at the south pole and decided to get little kids on his lap and ask them what they want for Christmas. Isnt it a little too sexual? And then some BRAINIAC said, hey presents are grouse, lets give some to each other. So they do and spend heaps on their credit cards and spend the rest of the year complaining about it.

You have to admit, its kinda crazy. Celebrating some day just coz everyone else is. Then theres that whole, we shouldnt make Christmas so public coz some people arent Christian. Have no doubt, I love Christmas, even if im not Christian, so why cant they just ignore the whole jesus thing and pretend santa popped out of a virgin named mary. Hah, so what did Mary and joseph do on their wedding night? Or maybe Jesus is just a bastard. Well thats the story of Christmas. And wtf is with holly? And roasted animals? And thanksgiving? And stockings around some fireplace? God, where the hell did the coming down a chimney come from? I bet there was some totally smashed guy saying: we sh-should.. TREE!! BIG TREE!! Whoops, my socks red, I-Ill stick it on the fireplace. Oo, lesh go down da ch-chinemy..chimney.. -.- not trying to be rude or anything to the creator of Christmas.

Well, im off to write in all my Christmas cards now!! Yay, love Christmas.. :D

Kimo